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Cowardice

What is my answer?
When all within me gives way
As the surging sea quietly swept away
A sleeping baby, a child at play, a mother in distress

Lifeless limbs and hollowed out homes
Cutting through cushioned kneelers and empty pews
Alms in rush parading pride at best if not pity
As a word is spurned and a thought is scoffed

But arms in waiting mourn to be hugged
Too spent to tear, too tired to weep
Heartless, headless collaboration seize the day
Emotions bespoke void of truth

A world of terror grips me by the collar
Shakes out the hope and calls it celebration
Go about lightless, be a candle they say
Never ignite 

I listen as the serenade lingers on
Accomodating the growing unrest within me
To take to the streets the light the night dispels
For fear that I might be questioned.

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