ADONAI Awesome God, how do I fear you? How do I honour You? How do I gaze and reflect upon You? Love's first outbreak, will I ever grasp? Trying times have found me wanting Faith and grace questioning Raving ranting sometimes even screaming Yet all within me bowing So great, so explicit and so unexplainable Infinite into the cold calculating minimal heart descending Foolishly, fearing letting go of the cross I am clinging El-Shaddai did not give up the cross nor me
What have I that I haven't received?